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Getting paid to betray my beliefs

Journal Entry: Tue May 16, 2006, 9:04 PM
I think its funny that every time I feel like writing here its to complain. I suppose you'll all just have to live with me venting once again haha.

Anyone who knows me knows that I generally dislike the various religious sects of the land.

I was born and raised an Atheist, and I thank my parents whole-heartedly for it.

This is not a post about how dumb said people are though.

I got offered a chance to audition for a job. A job that sponsors me for 1000$ worth of singing lessons. It's also an awesome opportunity because I would get to lead the tenor section of a choir. I would essentially get to be the section leader, something that I have always craved but have been robbed of.

I would be required to go to Church on Sundays to sing, and rehearsals on Thursday from October to April. Once a month, I would be required to sing a solo.
This would be a dream job for me if it wasnt for the subject matter that I would have to sing about.

To me, absolute BullCrap.

Its a frustrating proposition, because it would allow me to save alot of money and probably get away with the hours that I get right now at my work(which btw also sucks).

On the one hand, I would feel like I was generally wasting my time with my Voice Teacher as we work on this stuff. While the technique will be there, I will be working on useless and boring repertoire. Even though the rehearsals/sermons(?) will only be an hour long, it involves about an hour and a half travel time, not to mention waking up and getting ready.... and it doesnt look like I will be able to hide behind the beauty of foreign words. Not to mention that I will probably have to endure sermon after sermon, battering away at my convictions.

On the up side, I get a leadership role, chance for solos(development, not ego), I get to pursue something I love and it will help me get future jobs both as a performer and as a general employee.


I guess what I will have to figure out is if I can endure it. If not, I will probably quit it. Let's just hope that my teacher has the brains not to mention that possibility.

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  • Current Age: 18
  • Current Residence: London Ontario
  • Interests: Computers/music
  • Favourite band or musician: Great Big Sea
  • Favourite genre of music: Celtic, Choral Music
  • Operating System: XP
  • Skin of choice: :lmao:
  • Personal Quote: o.0

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~magickzzl:iconmagickzzl: Jun 13, 2004, 6:56:03 PM
SUGAR!!!!!!!!!!!

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~aximili90:iconaximili90: Jun 11, 2004, 9:47:58 AM
Lmao... *Feeds Squirelly more sugar* Lol, I didnt realize that someone had posted here... tis quite quiet...

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Dans la vie, on est seul, isolé des cerveaux des autres. La seul assurance qu'on est en vérité vivante est nos pensées: Je pense, donc je suis.

What does your inner voice sound like?
~magickzzl:iconmagickzzl: May 28, 2004, 12:57:15 PM
*glomps* Ax is sexy! lol.. eerr.. ya.. to much sugar for squirrely...

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"I reject your reality and substatue my own"-
Mythbuster Adam savage

"How Stupid can you get?"
"How stupid do you want me to be?"-
Abbott and Costello
$zilla774:iconzilla774: Apr 22, 2004, 1:46:51 AM
hey, many thanks for the :+fav: :hug:

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~aximili90:iconaximili90: Apr 21, 2004, 6:18:41 PM
Youre welcome... been meaning to do that for while... my mind wanders :P

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Dans la vie, on est seul, isolé des cerveaux des autres. La seul assurance qu'on est en vérité vivante est nos pensées: Je pense, donc je suis.

What does your inner voice sound like?
~cr45h:iconcr45h: Apr 21, 2004, 5:32:46 PM
hey thanks for the watch man

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~aximili90:iconaximili90: Apr 19, 2004, 10:11:23 AM
Ive done that... grr... they still dont appear! argh...

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Dans la vie, on est seul, isolé des cerveaux des autres. La seul assurance qu'on est en vérité vivante est nos pensées: Je pense, donc je suis.

What does your inner voice sound like?
~kimeria:iconkimeria: Apr 18, 2004, 9:25:26 PM
hey, just poppin' in to say hi, and shake my head at the fight between adam and tom *shakes head*
thats about all i have to say...
o! and if in your signature your trying t get the avatars to appear, ytou have to get rid of the spact between "icon" and "username"

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~ralamantis:iconralamantis: Apr 16, 2004, 2:45:25 PM
thank you for adding dev love to your favs :hug:
~aximili90:iconaximili90: Apr 16, 2004, 10:03:08 AM
Youre welcome... I love the color scheme... I like the random shapes you do(the other I've faved is my desktop) Keep it up!

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Dans la vie, on est seul, isolé des cerveaux des autres. La seul assurance qu'on est en vérité vivante est nos pensées: Je pense, donc je suis.

What does your inner voice sound like?
~aximili90:iconaximili90: Apr 16, 2004, 10:02:17 AM
o.0 I couldnt resist... it looks like bonnie!

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Dans la vie, on est seul, isolé des cerveaux des autres. La seul assurance qu'on est en vérité vivante est nos pensées: Je pense, donc je suis.

What does your inner voice sound like?
$zilla774:iconzilla774: Apr 16, 2004, 1:07:37 AM
hey, many thx for the :+fav: :w00t:

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Time is the school in which we learn,
Time is the fire in which we burn.
~kimeria:iconkimeria: Apr 15, 2004, 4:55:34 PM
hey^_^ thanks a lot for your FAV on "bonnie and Clyde" [link]

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I don't like people, i should be king! :evillaugh:
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All your base are belong to us! :altermind:
The internet makes the wise wiser and the dumb dumber.-- ~Geise
~aximili90:iconaximili90: Mar 19, 2004, 9:16:20 AM
Youre welcome :) Kinda looks like neurons... and it looks so hard! Im making it my desktop(once I figure out how)

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Dans la vie, on est seul, isolé des cerveaux des autres. La seul assurance qu'on est en vérité vivante est nos pensées: Je pense, donc je suis.

What does your inner voice sound like?
$zilla774:iconzilla774: Mar 19, 2004, 4:55:39 AM
many thx for the :+fav: :)

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Art Director, UI Design
deviantART, Inc.


Time is the school in which we learn,
Time is the fire in which we burn.
~werewolf-mage:iconwerewolf-mage: Mar 16, 2004, 10:26:47 AM
o.o i have made more.. you want me to upload them all at once? lol, i will release one more couse i keep being badgered
~aximili90:iconaximili90: Mar 16, 2004, 7:12:56 AM
Of course... NOW MAKE MORE!!!!

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Dans la vie, on est seul, isolé des cerveaux des autres. La seul assurance qu'on est en vérité vivante est nos pensées: Je pense, donc je suis.

What does your inner voice sound like?
~werewolf-mage:iconwerewolf-mage: Mar 15, 2004, 12:36:08 PM
Awww! Ax! you favored me comic! *huggles*
~aximili90:iconaximili90: Mar 13, 2004, 10:20:11 PM
Lol... hiya... was looking at your icons :)

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Dans la vie, on est seul, isolé des cerveaux des autres. La seul assurance qu'on est en vérité vivante est nos pensées: Je pense, donc je suis.

What does your inner voice sound like?
~thecryingsoul:iconthecryingsoul: Jan 15, 2004, 11:45:01 AM
happy one month. . .

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~aximili90:iconaximili90: Jan 10, 2004, 11:39:23 AM
Ummm... in all likelihood you just didnt care who I am, but Im andrew from Laurier, I hang out with/near Sam at lunch.

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Dans la vie, on est seul, isolé des cerveaux des autres. La seul assurance qu'on est en vérité vivante est nos pensées: Je pense, donc je suis.

What does your inner voice sound like?
~aximili90:iconaximili90: Jan 10, 2004, 11:38:33 AM
Lmao... ummm... I play Xylophone mostly... but Im a percussion so I get roped intp playing lotsa things X.X

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Dans la vie, on est seul, isolé des cerveaux des autres. La seul assurance qu'on est en vérité vivante est nos pensées: Je pense, donc je suis.

What does your inner voice sound like?
~asaila:iconasaila: Jan 8, 2004, 10:11:49 AM
Oh boy another band brat. XD But that's a good thing as I was a band brat myself over at Beal for four years! XD Sooo, what instrument do you play?

and....thank you for adding me to your devwatch! :)

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~Strype:iconStrype: Jan 7, 2004, 3:36:53 PM
hmmm...where do I know you from?